It is 1.19am as I am typing this. H(H=Hubby) isn't home as yet. It has been like this since my oldest was born...he will be 10 this November. Sigh! I kept feeling like I am single mum raising two young active kids all on my own. I could not help but kept feeling deep regrets for marrying....for having the kids. Poor kids....Never get to see their father except On Saturdays and Sundays.
There were many times that i feel soooooo frustrated, I just have to cry myself to sleep...Now, now, now...the frustration isn't cos there isn't any sex going on due to the late nights...its the frustration of my situation.
I could not help but wonder what is there in store for me. What is my future gonna be like. Would this continue for the next 10, 20, 30 years. As I was having my shower a while ago, my situation reminded me of Moses and the people of God in the desert. I am hoping my time in "the desert" would not be 40 years.
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