i cried again today

I cried today because of a heartless man wanting to castrate himself from his wife and 3 beautiful children. Worst, that man is a close relative. I really could not understand how a man could live and have no guilt whatsoever on how he is treating his family. I mean how could he expect a housewife who cannot drive and has no money to care for the 3 kids? What would they eat? What are they going to live on?

“God, you have said in your words that the vengeance is yours. You have also said that whoever you have put together let no man put a sunder. I pray for your rod and curse to be upon the woman who is causing that family all this pain.”

The happenings in this family were part of how depress I felt these pass few weeks. When I was told of this adulteress union that had taken place, I cried because I know how painful it was for the wife to walk this path. My question was, “Why God? Must we really walk this path in order to mature?” The best is yet to come. When the man thinks he has enough of his fun, he will be welcome into the open arms of his beloved family. You know why? Sigh….because….God in his words said, “Lk 17:4 And if he trespass against thee seven times in a day, and seven times in a day turn again to thee, saying, I repent; thou shalt forgive him.” These words really haunt me and…

I always ask myself this question. If I were to be in that position, would I be so gracious? What about you?

Busy days

Busy, busy, busy!! That’s how I have been for this entire week. 24 hours never seem enough to accomplish all that I have to do. At times I wish I could be a better organizer J. Maybe I should start having a chart with all the colour tags to indicate my every own timetable. As the saying goes “There is a time for everything”….to me, this is not the case L.

No wonder people call all mummies “super mom”. I need to be one in order to accomplish all that I need and have to do. There are times I feel that I have already exhausted every bit of energy I have in my body and yet many more things need to be covered/done. Like I said, organizational skills need to be learned here. How can I get the time to read up on that, it beats me!

At times I get so exhausted, I just drop down dead tired on my bed. As I access my accomplishment for the day…I seem to draw a blank. I really hope few years down the road, I would not say, “If only I haves”.